I’m having some trouble going through the pages of Facebook and re-living the torment of seeing you slip away from me. I can so remember the day before having you diagnosed… I carried you to school because you couldn’t walk. My heart sank as I dropped you off at school and asked for you to have an indoor recess in the quiet room…. I had to leave for work. As I walked back home to get my car and leave for work, I had a heavy sinking feeling deep inside. I cried out loud, Please, please don’t touch by baby girl! Leave her alone! But as much as I pleaded all day… I came home to her fever scorching high and in a tremendous amount of pain! Off to the hospital we went. My mind racing thinking of all the possibilities this could be. Never once did I think it could have been cancer. It never ever crossed my mind.